Thursday 22 November 2007

Homeless on the streets of London

Homeless on the streets of London

I find the troublesome prospect of the homeless in London a major
concern. I understand that there are people on the streets of London,
who do need help, the recovering drug addicts, the alcoholics and
mentally ill. But what about the few, whom are healthy, have
qualifications and are more than willing to work, if only they could
get a place to stay, even temporary, until they can get a job and save
enough for a place of their own. WHY has Labour Government forsaken
these people? As they have forsaken their own troops.

I arrived back in the UK, 3 weeks ago, qualified in IT, Administration
and with over 15 years experience in computer industry. Healthy and
more than willing to work.
After failing to find an old friend to stay with (after he moved
address, not leaving a forwarding address), I found myself in a
penurious position of being homeless, despite this I journeyed on to
London Borough of Hammersmith and to the Housing department, feeling
certain that I'd find even temporary accommodation until I found work.
I was informed by Hammersmith Housing that, because I have not lived
in the Borough for 6 months they could not help me but to give me some
leaflets on Hostels. I would only be considered for help after 6
months of living in the Borough.
OK, no problem wasn't looking for special treatment; I did live here
nearly 20 years ago (in 1998), but had no prove of the fact.

I took myself down to the local jobcentre Plus and signed on
Jobseekers, hoping this would only be temporary, until I could find a
place & a job. I then ventured to local organisations, like Threshold,
The Broadway centre in Sheppard's Bush & even rang the Shelter hotline
for advice on my next step. I got an interview for the following day
from Threshold, but my immediate problem was somewhere to stay for the
night. So I returned to Heathrow airport with my bags in tow & mingled
with the passengers, who arrived at terminal 3. There I stayed the
night, budgeting the last of my money, for travel and food. I
reluctantly put my bags into the luggage department at terminal 3, so
I wouldn't have to drag/carry them around all day.

I got my day travel card and headed for my appointment at threshold,
in Shepard's Bush. On arriving I filled out their form and met with a
pleasant fellow, who informed me that they could not refer me
anywhere, because the housing were unwilling/unable to help me & then
gave me a list of hostels, homeless shelters and a list of letting
agencies that accept dss (housing benefit). So the rest of the day was
spent ringing hostels, drop-in-centres and letting agencies, all to no
avail.
The hostels were either full up, or could not take me, some because I
wasn't in their location, i.e. one in Northwest London, said yes they
had a place, but when I informed them that I was in the Hammersmith
area, they informed me that, they were sorry, but had to be homeless
in North London area, before even considering me, they then hung up.
So with nightfall drawing in I returned to Heathrow for a second
night, where I pretended I just got off a flight. For the next few
days, my routine was very similar, trying to find somewhere to live,
by ringing hostels letting agencies, journeying to locations all over
London, desperately searching for accommodation. I soon found that the
last of my money was fast running out so I applied for a crisis loan,
which I got the very same day. But my unfortunate luck was on still on
the bad side and on the only night I did not return to Heathrow, I had
my wallet stolen, with the bulk of the crisis loan, desperate & quite
depressed (after reporting the theft to the police), I rang the crisis
loan and explained what had happened and they were good enough to
offer me another for the next day. So I returned to Heathrow airport
and for just over a week at spending my nights at Heathrow Airport
Terminal 3, praying for my luck to change, for just one break, so I
could at least get even temporary accommodation and get a job so I
could kick start my life. I was approached at Heathrow airport by a
constable, who informed me that I could no longer stay at the airport
& if I returned I would be arrested & could be arrested and could
spend a year in Jail. I quickly agreed to leave my temporary home and
headed to Hammersmith with my bags in tow. The police constable was
very polite and listened to my dilemma, and was generally sorry that
he couldn't be of more help. Actually in the 3+ weeks since getting
back to London, the police, whom have had their fair share of bad
press recently, were actually quite polite and tried to help as much
as they were able.

So my first night actually on the street in Hammersmith I slept in a
doorway close to Rivercourt Methodist church on King's Street. The
next day suffering from chest pains, I went to Charing X hospital,
whom kept me in over night, did a load of tests, to make sure it
wasn't anything serious. I'm glad to say that it was not, so the
following day I was released to continue my search for somewhere to
stay. I kept up with ringing Hostels, with similar results as before.
On ringing the letting agencies , one didn't actually take DSS, an
another the phone wasn't working, the other three (one of which has
since said they don't take DSS, but when I first rang said they did),
none had a 1 bedroom apartment at present, I ring them every couple of
days.

So still no luck, still homeless and approaching my second week at
living on the streets, my depression was slowly getting worse. My
birthday was fast approaching and I made a mental note, that if I was
still homeless on my birthday, then that would be it, the last straw
and just end it all. It's kind of scary at how one can so easily walk
into oncoming traffic, something that I have considered, the only
thing stopping me, is the promise I made to my partner before
returning to UK, to never give up!
So I relentlessly press forward looking for that break, that small
miracle that will take me off the street and give me a chance at
getting a job.

I found myself at the Broadway Project off Goldkawk Road, near
Shepard's Bush, who like every one else were as helpful as they could
be and actually spelt out my predicament which only disheartened me
more;
They explained that:
Because I was not a recovering drub addict, or a recovering alcoholic
or suffering from any mental illness, they or any other agency would
not be able to refer me to any hostel, nor would a hostel take me in.
Because I was healthy and available for work, I was pretty much on my
own and Fucked (excuse my French), which sounds to me a little
backward don't u think.

He did give me a number of a private landlord, who excepts DSS and no
deposit needed, although the accommodation is basic, for the first
time I felt that my luck was changing. So I rang the number and was
asked to go to West Action to meet with the person at 6 pm. I have to
say that I ran there, was so excited, finally I was going to get off
the streets and hopefully within the next few weeks have a job. I met
my future landlord at the address given arriving just after 6, whom
after a quick meeting informed me that he had no place that evening
and would I give him a ring at the same time the following evening. I
agreed, so still a bit excited that hopefully this would be my last
night sleeping rough. I rang him the following night, but he was
waiting for a guy to leave one of his addresses, so could I rang back
the next night at the same time, so I rang the following night and the
next.
For over a week now I have been ringing this guy with the same result,
ring me tomorrow evening. Been in London over 3 weeks now and I still
ring this guy every evening hoping that I will be offered a place to
stay, but when I ring the number now it just rings out. So I am still
on the streets, still kind of hopeful that it won't be for much
longer, but my hope is slowly waning, the depression, fear and
hopeless anxiety is slowly getting stronger and my birthday is fast
approaching, my partner I haven't heard of in a few days, not even a
text. I kinda get the feeling they have moved on and I am now just a
distant memory. Myself I came here with so much hope and self
confidence, find myself doubtful of everything.
Menatal Illness, yes I'm slowly getting there, will Gordon Brown or
his Government or council help me then, of that I probably doubt.

I have never felt so alone in my life, once full of hope for my
future, I find myself looking forward to my Birthday for all the wrong
reasons.

To someone anyone out there Please help me, for it seems that no one
can hear my cries for HELP!


AN after thought:
This is the 21 century, and you have the likes of famous stars like
Bono, looking to stamp out world hunger and poverty, but what about,
poor closer to home.
We already have the ability, to put most people that are homeless, in
hostels and shelters, councils that have estates all over Britain,
have flats that re just lying empty, The Mp's in Westminster now
looking to ban Soup kitchens on 27 November, so if it becomes law, it
will be illegal for soup kitchens to give out free food.
Yet on the other hand they are willing to make taxpayers fork out
thousand of pounds for heroin for heroin addicts, which at present is
sounding very promising, at least ill be out of my head to be
depressed and thinking of the dreaded end.
What has Happened to Our great Country?
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